Angel...

I recently loaded new songs into my trusty MP3 player (I usually have the same songs for weeks until I get tired of them). This time, instead upbeat dance songs, I have contemporary band music and mellow love songs. On my way to work, I got to listen to Robbie Williams' "Angel". The chorus really stuck in my mind... it made me realize how much I'm missing Mike, and how I long to be with him at that very moment.

Here's my version of the song's chorus (Of course, I changed the pronouns :P) :

And through it all
He offers me protection
A lot of love and affection
Whether I'm right or wrong
And down the waterfall
Wherever it may take me
I know that life won't break me
When I come to call
He won't forsake me
I'm loving angels instead

I've said this before and I'll say it again: I'm very thankful that you came into my life, By. Others may think poorly of you, because their shallow minds can only come up with shallow reasons. Maybe because you smoke? Maybe because it took you a while to get to where you are now? I don't know. I also don't care. But, just like the song says, the unconditional love is always in both of us.

Unlike before where we can spend the entire day for the whole week together, we're now limited to just half a day per week. It makes me feel weak digesting this realization, but I don't have anything else to do but live with it. For now, I can only look at the positive side of things: we can focus on our careers, we can look forward to each nightly phonecall, we will be smiling wider whenever we get a text from each other, and we will appreciate each moment we spend together, knowing that the next time we'll be able to hold hands again is next week.

You are not perfect; well, so am I. One thing's for sure though: we are perfect for each other.

I miss you so much, Mike. Can't wait to see you this Saturday :)